i'm completely wiped out. i relaxed for a minute yesterday, but other than that it's been full steam ahead. packing and moving in shifts. yesterday ram helped move some boxes, it's amazing how quickly it goes when you've got some help. what took me all day to do on saturday took us a couple of hours yesterday. it's not right. i can't wait until this is totally done!! time to go pack some boxes and go to bed.
`_~ December 23, 2005
i know i've kind of disappeared over the past few months. i'm still here, life has just thrown a lot at me over the past six months. let's recap. my mom's surgery, david dying, doing horribly shitty in school this semester (which is completely unacceptable), ram and my never ending roller-coaster ride, falling head-over-heels in love, moving to a new apartment, my work moving, not being certain whether or not i could stay with the same job… there's more, but that's enough. my life has become manic depressive with its really high highs and its really low lows. i'm excited for next year. there are some exciting things on the horizon.
:) December 19, 2005
i saw a friend this weekend i haven't seen in ten years!! she's been trying to come for the past two years!! it was amazing to see her! ram and i met up with beth and jamie on south st on fri and then for a sushi brunch on sun. it was soooo much fun.
my anxiety is back. dunno what it is, i just want it to go away.
i have my spanish final tonight. i'm not stressing the things i should be and i am stressing the things i shouldn't be. :/
gah.
